my hideout

Sunday, February 21, 2010

it is easy to trust and praise God when everything is going on well.. but when everything crashes, will you still trust and praise Him?

i'm still trying to accept it.. but all i can say is that it is not easy..

Signing off,
Johnson

|12:40 AM|

Sunday, January 24, 2010

sometimes i really wonder why things will change that fast?

Signing off,
Johnson

i really need patience and self control.

|11:17 AM|

Saturday, January 23, 2010

time to update my blog after abandoning this place for quite sometime.. come to think again.. time really flies.. its like things really changed over time and sometime i wished that everything will just remamin the same. but the fact is that things still changes..

passed out from BMT during dec and enlisted to HTA on dec. And now, i am back to be a recruit again.. it is like going back to square one again but i am really thankful that i did gone through BMT as i really learnt and experienced lots of things over there.

training in HTA isn't that easy as i have always thought it would be. Though there are much more freedom over here, but somehow i just felt stressful. maybe because i am the permanent squad IC and thus whatever wrong we do, i will be the 1st to be scolded. its so stressful.. hopefully the commander will start to choose tempoary squad ic to relieve my stress.. =)i guess i really need to try and enjoy myself instead of thinking + clogging myself with so much thoughts.. somehow i just felt that i am not being myself recently.. i guess i really need to do something about it..

anyway, i shall stop here. off to take a nap plus do some stuffs..

Signing off,
Johnson

|2:20 PM|

Thursday, September 24, 2009

thank God for the guidance today. Oh ya, in case you donno. I went for the Singapore Police Force's selection assessment + interview.

Though i am not sure whether will i be accepted by them but I thank God that i am selected for the 2nd interview whereby only a handful of people are selected.

Anyway, clock is ticking! the enlistment date is drawing near.. nervous but at the same time, excited! haha! a short post.. ~short and sweet~

Signing off,
Johnson

|10:50 PM|

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

its time to start training.. i am becoming more and more like a balloon.. oh man!

Signing off,
Johnson

|11:17 PM|

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

What Can I Do - Paul Baloche

When I see the beauty of a sunset's glory,
amazing artistry across the evening sky
When I feel the mystery of a distant galaxy
It awes and humbles me to be loved
by a God so high

What can I do but thank You,
what can I do but give my life to You
Halle- lu- jah, hallelujah
What can I do but praise You,
everyday make everything I do a hallelu - jah
A hallelujah, hallelu - jah

When I hear the story of a God of mercy
Who shared humanity and suffered by our side
Of the cross they nailed You to, that could not hold You
Now You're making all things new by the power
of Your risen life

Signing off,
Johnson

|1:55 AM|

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

oh man! 2.40am now but i am still awake. actually i wanted to interact with my bed but i can't! i had to complete some work 1st.. argh!! got to wake up at 6+ later cos i will be working..

just came back from malacca with daune and chang bin. this time round, it is quite a fruitful trip for me as i managed to figure out how to control the kids. i learnt that sometimes you got to set rule with the kids so as to prevent them from crossing the boundary. when it is time to be fierce and firm with them, you got to do that.

had been reflecting these few days and realised that at times, i have been telling people not to do certain things but in the end, i ended up doing them.. i think it is time for me to make some changes and to practice which i say.

off to do my work.

Signing off,
Johnson

am i doing the right thing?

|2:37 AM|